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Perfect Phantasy (2017)

by Blake Starkey

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1.
Trainwreck 02:32
I’m fed up You’re getting On my nerves I can’t hold back I’m about to burst I hate when you bitch About everything Your antics Drive me insane You point the finger Can’t accept the blame Live your life Under a blanket of shame Your whole life Is a giant mess You’re bringing me Nothing but distress You are just a trainwreck You are just a trainwreck You are just a trainwreck Now I’ve had enough Of your attitude Did anyone tell you You’re so rude? You’ve never been The one to be nice Vindictive like the Anti-Christ You always kick your feet And scream Like a little child Without his ice cream Your whole life is a giant wreck Please stop breathing Down my neck You are just a trainwreck You are just a trainwreck You are just a trainwreck Now I’ve had your nonsense On my mind I don’t know really know Where you find the time To stir up drama With everything And try to turn Everyone against me I point my finger Right at you Cause I know best That’s what you do Your whole life Is a giant mess I’m steering clear of your trainwreck
2.
Bloodlust 03:53
Cradled by her I found I was free Basking in a sea Of serenity Ignite the fuse Cause it’s time to lose Walkin’ a mile in these shoes Daylight killin’ Guts are spilling Filled to the brim Bloodlust sickened Daylight killin’ Guts are spilling Filled to the brim Bloodlust sickened My grip is fierce Disguised in every tear Smokescreens of loyalty Are flooded with cheer Glass shards of pride Are slicing the night sky Misrepresenting our freedom tonight Daylight killin’ Guts are spilling Filled to the brim Bloodlust sickened Daylight killin’ Guts are spilling Filled to the brim Bloodlust sickened Looking out my window My eyes are open And I can finally see Exquisite beauty I wish you hell In your darkest hour To falter like a delicate flower Take a beating Cause it’s time to bruise Or till you bleed Red, black and blue Daylight killin’ Guts are spilling Filled to the brim Bloodlust sickened Daylight killin’ Guts are spilling Filled to the brim Bloodlust sickened Daylight killin’ Guts are spilling Filled to the brim Bloodlust sickened
3.
Fly 04:30
The sea is shining Under a pink moon The last breath of winter Will come soon Opening my eyes Counting stars Truth I can confide With you by my side Caught in the midst Of a foggy haze Basking in the warm Of these sunny days Opening my eyes Counting stars Truth I can confide With you by my side The lights dim It’s total bliss Standing on a precipice Spread your wings Now butterfly You’ve got all You need to fly The lights dim It’s total bliss Standing on a precipice Spread your wings Now butterfly You’ve got all You need to fly An endless ocean Bleeds into the sky A lonely fisher Stands casting his line Opening my eyes Counting stars tonight Truth I can confide With you by my side The lights dim It’s total bliss Standing on a precipice Spread your wings Now butterfly You’ve got all You need to fly The lights dim It’s total bliss Standing on a precipice Spread your wings Now butterfly You’ve got all You need to fly
4.
In the darkest corners Of my mind Lurk haunting memories To find A way to unfold Into now These feelings I will disavow They take a grip On over me And stir up this anxiety Shards of glass Swimming in my eyes A small voice Echoes in my mind Forever haunted More than afraid These words that are spoken What do I say? Forever haunted More than the same These words that are spoken Come asphyxiate Some memories Play on repeat They will infect Your memory I am an airplane down I storm and crash Without a sound When my silence Begins to scream I feel it gripping over me Caught in the twisting Of the vine My twisted thoughts Consume my mind Forever haunted More than afraid These words that are spoken What do I say? Forever haunted More than the same These words that are spoken Come asphyxiate If I could do it all again I’d do it all the same I’d throw it all away Because I can If I could do it all again I’d do it all the same I’d throw it all away Because I can I’ll try to make this Crystal clear So transparent It disappears I’ll hang on Every single word These memories are But a blur My shoulders filling With the weight These feelings Will disintegrate Left in the dustbin Of my life Forever haunted In my mind Forever haunted More than afraid These words that are spoken What do I say? Forever haunted More than the same These words that are spoken Come asphyxiate
5.
If you could Only read my mind You would know It all too well All the anger That I hide And all the things I tend to dwell If you’d only Take the time Ask me how I tend to feel You’d find I’m a hateful guy That doesn’t wish you well Swimmin’ in a sea of apathy Get a taste of the sweet misery Less than a perfect phantasy Bestowed with this misanthropy Less than a perfect phantasy If you could only Hear my voice Or the words I have to say I don’t think you’d Be too thrilled When the words Are so profane If you could only See my eyes Or the window To my soul Would it suggest I’m human Or a belligerent ghoul? Swimmin’ in a sea of apathy Get a taste of the sweet misery Less than a perfect phantasy Bestowed with this misanthropy Less than a perfect phantasy If you could only understand Then you’d know I have been to hell Wearing two horns On my head Grumbling until I yell If you’d only take the time Ask me how I tend to feel You’d find I’m a decent guy Standing at the gates of hell Swimmin’ in a sea of apathy Get a taste of the sweet misery Less than a perfect phantasy Bestowed with this misanthropy Less than a perfect phantasy
6.
All I Need 06:00

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released October 19, 2017

Garrett Long and Tristan Heles - The Watermelon Room in Baltimore, MD - Mixing and Mastering

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