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True Will (2018)

by Blake Starkey

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1.
Devoid 04:13
Up so late I cannot find my head I think I left it At the corner of my bed I’m so lazy What should I do next? Perhaps a job would help Some suggest That’s what some suggest I don’t wanna do your thing I just wanna do my own thing Do things on my own accord Devoid of dysfunction and dischord I don’t wanna do your thing I just wanna do my own thing Do things on my own accord Devoid of dysfunction and dischord Up so late My eyes are bloodshot red I must be livin’ Inside my head I’m so crazy That’s what I do best Perhaps a nut house Is what some would suggest That’s what some suggest I don’t wanna do your thing I just wanna do my own thing Do things on my own accord Devoid of dysfunction and dischord I don’t wanna do your thing I just wanna do my own thing Do things on my own accord Devoid of dysfunction and dischord La da da da da la da da da da da La da da da da la da da da da da Up so late Communing with the dead I met a cool ghost By the name of Fred I’m so spacey That’s what I do best Perhaps a spaceship Is what some would suggest That’s what some suggest I don’t wanna do your thing I just wanna do my own thing Do things on my own accord Devoid of dysfunction and dischord I don’t wanna do your thing I just wanna do my own thing Do things on my own accord Devoid of dysfunction and dischord
2.
Decay 03:56
I splintered my tongue Inspired by these serpents I lie awake at night Cutting teeth on my repents They’re lying above Their ever narrow gaze Lucifer’s harbingers Are feasting on the decay Blue skies turn to grey But we’ll always decay Blue skies turn to grey But we’ll always decay I reach in my wounds Extracting all the fear I look to the sky With a snicker and a sneer I’ll turn it all around I’ll bend the notion The height keeps getting steeper I’m feeling the devotion Blue skies turn to grey But we’ll always decay Blue skies turn to grey But we’ll always decay
3.
It’s almost that time To get on ready to go But like every other time I’ll be a no show Call me a flake Cause I already know I just really don’t wanna go Cause I just wanna stay home tonight I wanna stay home tonight I know And I just wanna stay home tonight Cause when I stay home at night It makes me feel so alive I know And I just wanna stay home tonight Because when I go out at night It makes me feel so deprived I know And I just wanna stay home tonight Cause when I stay home at night It makes me feel so alive I know And I just wanna stay home at night I’m bailing out again I’m feeling too exhausted Agoraphobic to the bone I relish quiet time to sit all alone I don’t like crowds I wanna stay home For a more predictable outcome Cause I just wanna stay home tonight I wanna stay home tonight I know And I just wanna stay home tonight Cause when I stay home at night It makes me feel so alive I know And I just wanna stay home tonight Cause when I go out at night It makes me feel so deprived I know And I just wanna stay home tonight Cause when I stay home at night It makes me feel so deprived I know And I just wanna stay home tonight It’s almost that time To bail out on someone Make up another excuse For why I will not come I know it’s weird but I love it so much It’s become too easy a crutch Cause I just wanna stay home tonight I wanna stay home tonight I know And I just wanna stay home tonight Cause when I stay home at night It makes me feel so alive I know And I just wanna stay home tonight Cause when I go out at night It makes me feel so deprived I know And I just wanna stay home tonight Cause when I stay home at night It makes me feel so alive I know And I just wanna stay home tonight
4.
Painted Red 03:28
Violence is rife We don’t know what to feel We’re held captive to fear By the newsreel When your God is dead And there’s blood on your hands And you’ve buried your head All too deep in the sand These cities streets are painted red And like a virus It’ll spread These cities streets are painted red Wearing the faces of the dead I know, I know, I know It’s too harrowing I know, I know, it’s true I know, I know, I know It’s too frightening I know, I know, it’s you They come like a gun Blazing into the night Oh say can you see By the dawn’s early light They keep spilling blood And it’s just for the thrill Getting their kicks From the people they kill These cities streets are painted red And like a virus It’ll spread These cities streets are painted red Wearing the faces of the dead I know, I know, I know It’s too harrowing I know, I know, it’s true I know, I know, I know It’s too frightening I know, I know, it’s you Your tactics are old And soon you will feel The burning of skin This inferno is real The world is in flames Revolutions reveal A deafening noise Like a baby pig’s squeal
5.
Curled in your bed With your eyes pinched tight Body tremblin’ throughout the night Sleep escaped you hours ago You’ve got no place to go Good ole trouble Comes to rear its mane Good ole trouble Gonna have it’s way Good ole trouble Gonna twist your mind Good ole trouble Gonna give you a ride When trouble comes knockin’ At your door Beggin’ for mercy With your knees Pressed to the floor When trouble comes knocking At your door You just can’t Take it anymore Just like the biblical Cain Here again to deliver your pain To drive your heart To worthy shame To twist your mind Makin’ you insane Good ole trouble Lead me down this path Good ole trouble Made me feel its wrath Good ole trouble It knows my name Good ole trouble It's here to stay When trouble comes knockin’ At your door Beggin’ for mercy With your knees Pressed to the floor When trouble comes knocking At your door You just can’t Take it anymore Run into the night Gone chasing your dreams Caught in the cool of the in between Oh Lord, what a wicked game Where everything seems to Burst into flames Good ole trouble On by your side Good ole trouble Gonna give you a ride Good ole trouble Gonna rear its mane Good ole trouble Good ole trouble Gonna make you insane When trouble comes knockin’ At your door Beggin’ for mercy With your knees Pressed to the floor When trouble comes knocking At your door You just can’t Take it anymore
6.
Find A Way 04:05
Pebbles on this path to be Never ending fast for me Amid the highs and the lows The winds flow and the waters flow If I could touch the sky I’d know that we could climb Think about it everyday A little more than yesterday And if find we’re losing time We’ll have to try and stay alive We cannot deprive ourselves tonight We’ve got to find a way to climb And everyday we’ll pave the way Back to that place where we can face Another day where we can say That we’ll always find a way The scars of yesterday Burn from the words I say Tears dripping down my eyes I start to realize Watching the pour rain It comes to cleanse this pain A comforting caress Soothes what I can’t express And if find we’re losing time We’ll have to try and stay alive We cannot deprive ourselves tonight We’ve got to find a way to climb And everyday we’ll pave the way Back to that place where we can face Another day where we can say That we’ll always find a way The hopes of yesterday Fall into disarray A smile ear to ear Washes away this fear Watching the sun go down Turns everything around With a little more finesse We can surely do our best And if find we’re losing time We’ll have to try and stay alive We cannot deprive ourselves tonight We’ve got to find a way to climb And everyday we’ll pave the way Back to that place where we can face Another day where we can say That we’ll always find a way

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released September 7, 2018

Garrett Long - The Watermelon Room in Baltimore, MD - Mixing and Mastering

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